yesterday,take my stuff at s.a..all clothes n shoes.. dun saw my house mate accept dendeng..dendeng was my fwen from sabah..so bored.. miss sweet so much..i was wondering wat she doing rite now..mystery…. oh,katam.. wat my pet cat doing rite now aite..’guling2 macam tenggiling 2X’ haha..damn.. wana balik kampung..see n visit my abah side’s grand ma..her age is too old..around 85- 90 years.. uzur da..menopaus pun xde da…haha damn..missweet ..~N~
yesterday, it’s a beginning of my 3 weeks holiday after exam week.. n yesterday also i n my parents take my grandmom, uncle n his wife,and my tok long man chik and her husband to klia to makkah to do umrah …all 5 checked-in at 7.30 pm n they will be there about 12 days..and i’m already have a task..took my uncle’s car and then i ‘ll take them back soon at klia go through to muar… fuuh..i have to take care my uncle’s car properly,if not…i get jubah…haha..
to day..i’m bored.. went to my aunt house at cheras n sent her file which left at muh house yesterday..b4 that, i jogged at permaisuri lake.. it’s beginning to do heavy work ,preparation for Maksum.. majlis sukan universiti m’sia… i love to..pretend to be watson nyambek n mengembek…haha..damn …
to day wuz my last paper,…and it was tough n difficult one…hopefully i get A..coz it’s my fav subj…. yesterday,sweet borrowed my nov.. 3 of 4 my collection .. and another one is was my fav nov(AWTR)…not borrowed but a gift..i hope sweet can keep it much better than me..hope so.. haha..so tired got togo..i want to fresh my mind with gardening at my grand mom’s n grand dad village..weird rite?..well, so long..misssweet.. ~N~
yesterday wuz my 3rd paper.. i’m done well.. and last nite, i dinner with some one girl… sweet nice…i dunno how many times i’m going out with her.. miss him so much..like angel in my heart..but i still seeking a good love for my self.. no serious relationship..only time will be decide..juz wait….oh i’m juz dreaming…damn it..can’t get true love in dis world…relief from god..
Today wuz 1st day of my exam week…thank god, my 1st paper is wed..2nd is same day too..huak..damn…
not so much preparation…
everybory bz with their own biznes..no body in library dis morning..cool ha but not cool coz it’s hot..air-cond jammed..
study with naza…conclusion study ngan naza; fokus+sleepy+(fasting)=nothing.
hope get better day tomorrow..
13 is my favourite no. but 13.5.05 was one of my longest day..so tired,went to college from 0930-2230 nite,back to rent house and conti my work till 0300 morning.thus i slept..done so much work,a’ment,unsolved quiz for C,etc… my body sweated..
miss my sweet..where r u now?…i’m lonelysome..
(lonely,i’m mr.lonely, i have no body, for make my own girl…)
Fumbling his confidence
And wondering why the world has passed him by
Hoping that he’s meant for more than arguments
And failed attempts to fly, fly
Dreaming about Providence
And whether mice or men have second tries
Maybe we’ve been livin with our eyes half open
Maybe we’re bent and broken, broken
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than this world’s got to offer
We want more than the wars of our fathers
And everything inside screams for second life, yeah
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live for so much more
Have we lost ourselves?
We were meant to live
There’s always that one person
That will always have your heart
You never see it coming
Cause you’re blinded from the start
Know that you’re that one for me
It’s clear for everyone to see
I can fool myself for a night
Goin’ on
Like I don’t need you any more.
That’s like walking in the dark.
Tel me now
That you’ll give me all your love.
Oh, give me your love give me your love
Or nothing at all nothing at all.
Oh, give me your love.
I’ve been everywhere and here I go again
Looking out for me and
Leaving you behind.
But let me hold you just one time.
So will you give me your love,
I’ll know that you’ll be mine.
sometimes some people get me wrong
when it’s something I’ve said or done
sometimes you feel there is no fun
that’s why you turn and run
but now I truly realise
some people don’t wanna compromise
well I saw them with my own eyes spreading those lies
and well I don’t wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I’m sorry to say lady
Well I’m so tired baby
things you say you’re driving me away
whispers in the powder room baby
don’t listen to the games they play
girl I thought you’d realise
I’m not like them other guys
coz I saw them with my own eyes
you should’ve been more wise
and well I don’t wanna live a lie, too many sleepless nights
not mentioning the fights, I’m sorry to say lady
I’m walking away from the troubles in my life
I’m walking away oh to find a better day
I’m walking away from the troubles in my life
I’m walking away oh to find a better day
I’m walking away
"F**k It (I Don’t Want You Back)"
See, I dont know why I liked you so much
I gave you all, of my trust
I told you, I loved you, now thats all down the drain
Ya put me through pain, I wanna let u know how I feel
F**k what I said it dont mean shit now
F**k the presents might as well throw em out
F**k all those kisses, they didn’t mean jack
F**k you, you hoe, I dont want you back
F**k what I said it dont mean shit now
F**k the presents might as well throw em out
F**k all those kisses they didn’t mean jack
F*8k you, you hoe, I dont want you back
You thought, you could
Keep this shit from me, yeah
Ya burnt bitch, I heard the story
Ya played me, ya even gave him head
Now ya askin for me back
Ya just another act, look elsewhere
Cuz ya done with me
F**k what I said it dont mean shit now
F**k the presents might as well throw em out
F**k all those kisses they didn’t mean jack
F**k you, you hoe, I dont want you back
Ya questioned, did I care
You could ask anyone, I even said
Ya were my great one
Now its, over, but I do admit I’m sad.
It hurts real bad, I cant sweat that, cuz I loved a hoe
F**k what I said it dont mean shit now
F**k the presents might as well throw em out
F**k all those kisses they didn’t mean jack
F**k you, you hoe, I dont want you back
