Part of my life..

“Once upon a time,this blog 90% is all about my life.Butta…Now,totally no time to blogging. But as die hard blog writer,I try to archieve 45%. The other 55%, dll “.

Archive for August, 2006


will u be my master?

End of passion play, crumbling away
I’m your source of self-destruction
Veins that pump with fear, sudden dark is clear
Leading on your deaths construction
Taste me you will see
more is all you need
you’re dedicated to
how I’m killing you

Needlework the way, never you betray
life of death becoming clearer
Pain monopoly, ritual misery
chop your breakfast on a mirror
Taste me you will see
more is all you need
you’re dedicated to
how I’m killing you

Master, Master, Where’s the dreams that I’ve been after?
Master, Master, You promised only lies
Laughter, Laughter, All I hear and see is laughter
Laughter, Laughter, laughing at my cries
Hell is worth all that, natural habitat
just a rhyme without a reason
Neverending maze, drift on numbered days
now your life is out of season
I will occupy
I will help you die
I will run through you
Now I rule you too

Come crawling faster
obey your Master
your life burns faster
obey your Master
Master
Master of Puppets I’m pulling your strings
twisting your mind and smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can’t see a thing
Just call my name, `cause I’ll hear you scream
Master
Master
Just call my name, `cause I’ll hear you scream
Master
Master

fade the black..life is…

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things are not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can’t be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filing me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now He’s gone

No one but me can save myself, but it’s too late
Now I can’t think, think why I should even try
Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death Greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye

kampung is still a wonderful place for me..

gerak hari jumaat kul 10 mlm,smpi kul 1pg sbb kenduri bacaan yaasin utk org pompuan..lani turn tok wan aku kena adekan majlis..bags la org kmpung cni..stiap 2 minggu,buat kenduri bace yaasin..hum..tpkan  kitorg da lewat smpi kmpung pun,tp still meriah..ahli mesyuarat tingkap aunt uncle ade yg x tido lg…berborak bgi nak rak…pduli la..aku smpi rumah,nampk bantal,lena la diulik mimpila…

sok,tired semacam jer..bangun kul 8,then trus pasar basah kat muor ngan tokwan…best ooo..fresh sume ikan2..kena ikut,biasela kena bawak barang kan..kate cucu yg diharap dan mengharap..tp mmg nak ikut..da lame tak ke pasar basah..pastu dah hih,pekena satay plak..biasela,kalau org2 lame muor,mcm  aku nipun,wlupun tak balek slalu tp satay muor ttp kena singgah..kalau dah tghri skit,boleh la pekena mi bandung..tp x sempat..then balek,trus kena siang ikan potong sotong,kopek sabut kelapa pki "tongkat sakti" then parut kelapa..fuuh,penat wooo…lepak jap..ade "seruan" dari tokwan plak…gi rawang(rawang kat muor ek bukan kat s’gor) temankan tok ngah beli dan racun kebun…kalau korang perasan wahid snario ckp pasal racun "round up" dlm melodi tu,barula aku prasan racun tu racun kebun rupenyer…huhu..then balek tido…

ptg plak,gi rumah tok hendon..cian tok ku sorang ni..dah 90 thn umur,tp still kuat…walaupun dah xlarat,asyik mengesot,tp kuat lg..ckp pun maseh lg laju wlupun x selaju 10 tahun yg lepas…kalau korang 1st time jumpe tok hendon ,sure korang tak paham ape die ckp sbb die ckp laju..make terbongkarla rahsia knape ade org pun kadang kale tak paham ape yg aku ckp…warisan turun temurun dr tok ku sendri…then balek,mandi,sembayang,makan,then tgok bola(arsenal memang mcm celake skit mlm tu)…then tidor…hehe

ahad-buat taik mate smpi kul 9,then sarap pastu kena pergi kebun la plak…cari buah untuk kenduri nanti ..lg pun sbb skrg ni adlh musim buah duku langsat dan rambutan..sronok siut..last aku petik duku,panjat smpi ats,banyak buah dapat.. tp haritu dapat dua bakul je..kecewa doo..padahal ade lbh spuluh pokok duku yg berbuah..sbb byk pkk dihuni oleh kerengga..kalau smut tu,aku leh gasak lagi la…kalau kerengga,aku surrender la..gigit die smacam skit…tp alhamdulillah,ade gak bekalan nak bwk balek ke kl nant..huhu..conclusion pade haritu,kena tolong tu tolong ni,majlis pun selesai dgn aman dan lancar..tp paling best kenduri nih,bile mokcik2 sedare dan nenek2 sedare bergosip2 kat blakang dapur nu..sronok mengomel sana sini…tangan berjalan buat keje,mulut pun menjlnkan kewajiban..lepas satu,satu hal terbongkar…hehe..sronot lepak ngan mokcik2 ni..tp harus diingat,klau lepak ngan org tue,jgn menyampuk,kena dgr je..itu pesan aku..hehe..cume kalau diorg tye,kena la jawab kan..tp kalau tak tahu pebenda yg diorg tye,ckp tak tahu..kalau buat2 tahu,pastu kantoi,memangla ko kena fire balek…hehe.. sok baru balek..still tired n exhausted..fuhh..kalau ikutkan byk cite lagi nih..tp dah mleh nak tulih..lg pun da lame tak tulih.. k ,tata..

goyang skit…seb baek..fuuh..

smlm bawa kawan kolej-mate,tp pangkat kakak gi demc..katenye sakit telinga..ade sumthin’  in her ear dah jadi keras…harini kena gi balek for another check …balik smpi rumah kul 2am…seb baek sejam je….tension plak …harini nak study midterm..n/w progrmmg ..aiih..letih ni..seb baek petang papernyer..khamis java plak..seb baek snang skit.. its a been long time i really no  active to write down ere’…takde ape nak tulih sebenarnye…nothing changes in my life..jus doin’ all the same thing as a student la kan..hurm…k la..gtg..bye..